"You’ve taught me and showed me many things. You’ve taught me I can love, that people can care about me. Or so I thought….you showed me the feeling of being in someone’s arms when they mean the world to you. The feeling of compassion. So many wondeful things. Thank you for that. You’ve also showed me that people break promises, that people don’t always hold true to their word. You’ve taught me that you can love someone more than anything in the world, yet hate them just as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn’t mean it’s true. You’ve showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought loved you push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. You’ve showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both.You’ve now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering of two-faced people. People who say they care, but don’t always. Thank you for teaching me early."
Im tired of crying every night bcos of you . Its hard .. I have the feeling of getting you out of my life , and letting you stay , but your not showing me anything . No feelings , no signs , nothing ... I dont get it ... do you ever know how it feels to be me? a girl? w/ feelings thats actually in LOVE with you?!dk , I may be " blinded " from you , but I know what feels right and what doesnt , I am so clueless right now, crying myself , bcos I dont know what the fxck to do , please tell me what to do , cos I really do love you and I dont wna lose you now , im tired of explaining myself , and everything else between that .