My Great Escape ;
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
LostlessThoughts.
" You can never escape pain "
Haaay guuys , sorry I haven't been posting any blogs in the past few days ; I've been thinking way too much . I'm trying to find myself basically. I've been outta my zone lately ; been acting so unusual. I don't even know why . I seem to always sleep late now. I've been feeling depressed in fact. I know I have to get my act to gether because it's almost the end of the semester for school . URGH. Life is complicated. It's like I'm hanging by a thread . I feel alone . I feel worried . I feel sad . It's mixed emotions . At first I'm all happy and what not then the next thing you know I'm yelling at myself =/ I don't want to feel that way anymore . Maybe it's because I'm on my DOT. I hate that. Thanks to Pauline , I've partly found myself so far. I love her for that . I always will . Gonna go for now . Expect more . Live on surprises.
Haaay guuys , sorry I haven't been posting any blogs in the past few days ; I've been thinking way too much . I'm trying to find myself basically. I've been outta my zone lately ; been acting so unusual. I don't even know why . I seem to always sleep late now. I've been feeling depressed in fact. I know I have to get my act to gether because it's almost the end of the semester for school . URGH. Life is complicated. It's like I'm hanging by a thread . I feel alone . I feel worried . I feel sad . It's mixed emotions . At first I'm all happy and what not then the next thing you know I'm yelling at myself =/ I don't want to feel that way anymore . Maybe it's because I'm on my DOT. I hate that. Thanks to Pauline , I've partly found myself so far. I love her for that . I always will . Gonna go for now . Expect more . Live on surprises.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
HypnoticPoison
"A friend is one who believes in you when you have given up to believe in yourself."
^^ Unfortunately , there is no one like that for me .
OMG, it's almost Friiidaay ageen . But I'm trying not to get my hopes up becuz I don't think my dad will let me go to my mom's house in SouthCity ): SUCHA PARTYPOOPER RIGHT ? Goosh . I just wanna get hella mad right now cuz I can't show any emotion. But damn , I have the right to see my mom ! I miss her so much ..... Anywhooo. Omgeezy , I wanna new fone ! Urrgh , soo baad . It's like I'm going insane ! Hahah , well not that insane , anywaaays , I've been VERY lazy lately , I hate that about me right noow. But once spring break is over I'm going to have to go back into my " work " mode . Ohwell, two weeks is worth the vacation. Hmmmm , What's there to rant about . I know PICK-UP LINES. Ahaha , their soo faackin corny. Haha, I mean it doesn't sound right when a guy says it to a guy XP . Whoaa . What is going on with my mind ? I like some pick-up lines thou. The ones that are hella sweet. Like : " Do you have a watch ? Because I want to know how long it took me to fall in love with you . " Ahaha , SWEET RIGHT ? Ooohhpoo. Imma goo now ! Thanks for listening ! (:
^^ Unfortunately , there is no one like that for me .
OMG, it's almost Friiidaay ageen . But I'm trying not to get my hopes up becuz I don't think my dad will let me go to my mom's house in SouthCity ): SUCHA PARTYPOOPER RIGHT ? Goosh . I just wanna get hella mad right now cuz I can't show any emotion. But damn , I have the right to see my mom ! I miss her so much ..... Anywhooo. Omgeezy , I wanna new fone ! Urrgh , soo baad . It's like I'm going insane ! Hahah , well not that insane , anywaaays , I've been VERY lazy lately , I hate that about me right noow. But once spring break is over I'm going to have to go back into my " work " mode . Ohwell, two weeks is worth the vacation. Hmmmm , What's there to rant about . I know PICK-UP LINES. Ahaha , their soo faackin corny. Haha, I mean it doesn't sound right when a guy says it to a guy XP . Whoaa . What is going on with my mind ? I like some pick-up lines thou. The ones that are hella sweet. Like : " Do you have a watch ? Because I want to know how long it took me to fall in love with you . " Ahaha , SWEET RIGHT ? Ooohhpoo. Imma goo now ! Thanks for listening ! (:
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Looks Are Deceiving .
Omg , Faackin Tom deleted my myspace =/ For no faackin reason . I think he's racist now !
Here's my new URL ( ADD ME ! ) :
Goosh , I woke up this morning and noticed that I couldn't log into my account ! Urgh , like I said Myspace is hella gay. Ohwell . Good thing I made a new one. Yaah ! YAY! I got my ipod back! Finally . Goosh. I was lost without it . Anyways , I seem to use liquid liner now ? I o n o . I think make-up is my typah art now. I don't know why people say that their bops when they wear makeup , you know , do you you know what BOP MEANS? Didn't think so ! , Goosh , I hate when people label & judge. It's so dumb , you know those people are just judging themselves. Its just jealousy. OMGEEZY, you have to watch these videos if you've watched : " A Walk To Remember " & " The Notebook " , duude this made me cry ! I'll add the link and watch !
A Walk To Remember : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjgw_GRTobo
The Notebook : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Wuv_-sR2nc
Or if you want to watch the video like right now ;
I hope you enjoy ! Anyways , wanna help me add back my preends on myspace ? Thanks loves (:
Oh yeah , wanna see my dunks ? Well too bad ! I forgot to take a picture of it but its DOPETASTIC. FASHIONSHO YO. Mkaaay , gona go eat now ! Thanks for listening (:
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Im Officially Missing You ):
Enjoy the journey, enjoy ever moment, and quit worrying about winning and losing.
Mkaay Peeeples . So far spring break has its ups & downs. I went to SanFran for the last 4 days. And I pretty much loved it. I d k but Vallejo ain't crackin . Too many chinese people in SanFran thou ! Like everywhere I turn there' s someone chinese ! Hah , And im not racist okay ! , just had to faackin say that. Anyways , I still haven't found any research on my science project =/ I'm worried it's going to be hella short. Uggh , I'm gonna start doing it today . And I still need help ! OhPoooo. I miss my preeends ): YAY, I got new dunks ! (: It's rainbow colors (: Haha, I'll post a picture of it . Like even the shoelaces are rainbow colors. Ahaha. I realized that you can't avoid a problem bcuz nothing will be solved that way. & SORRAY that I didn't blog for almost 4 days now =/ I was enjoying myself in the city (= I'm always happy there for some reason. It's so mellow there. It feels like a dream . Like it's everything I ever wanted .... Ohwell , all of us wake up eventually right ? dreams don't last unless you make it reality. Omg . I'm getting addicted to music noow. Like I said it heals my pain deep inside. I get distracted too easily , I hate that. " I hate this part right here " Ahaha. Imma dork XD Yaah , So many things been going thru my mind like every second. So much things too type . And plus im lazy :P I'll add more later BYE(:
Thanks for listening (:
Mkaay Peeeples . So far spring break has its ups & downs. I went to SanFran for the last 4 days. And I pretty much loved it. I d k but Vallejo ain't crackin . Too many chinese people in SanFran thou ! Like everywhere I turn there' s someone chinese ! Hah , And im not racist okay ! , just had to faackin say that. Anyways , I still haven't found any research on my science project =/ I'm worried it's going to be hella short. Uggh , I'm gonna start doing it today . And I still need help ! OhPoooo. I miss my preeends ): YAY, I got new dunks ! (: It's rainbow colors (: Haha, I'll post a picture of it . Like even the shoelaces are rainbow colors. Ahaha. I realized that you can't avoid a problem bcuz nothing will be solved that way. & SORRAY that I didn't blog for almost 4 days now =/ I was enjoying myself in the city (= I'm always happy there for some reason. It's so mellow there. It feels like a dream . Like it's everything I ever wanted .... Ohwell , all of us wake up eventually right ? dreams don't last unless you make it reality. Omg . I'm getting addicted to music noow. Like I said it heals my pain deep inside. I get distracted too easily , I hate that. " I hate this part right here " Ahaha. Imma dork XD Yaah , So many things been going thru my mind like every second. So much things too type . And plus im lazy :P I'll add more later BYE(:
Thanks for listening (:
Friday, March 20, 2009
Spring Break.
Heey ladies and gentlemen ! (: Mkay , so today was a happy-sad bipolar day for me. One becuz it's FINALLY sping break. I haven't had a vacation in months ! But then , I realized I'm going to miss all my fwends ! ): And plus there ain't nothaang to do at my place. Urgh, I hope this vacation is going to be crackalackin ! I already miss all my fwends so far! And it hasn't even been a day yet ! Ooohpoo . I had to perform the play again today ! And guess what ? , everyone thought we did HORRIBLE. Eh. I feel like I disappointed Mrs. Russell. I know we could of done better. But who cares right? We're IMPROVING. & really thats all that matters. Ohsnapples! I need to do my science project over break =/ GREAT. But at least I have no homework ! Omgeeeezy. I'm happy that all the friends are reunited. Makes me happy. OHSHEEZY. I'm going to SanFran 2morow (: That just oober-brightened my day FSHO ! But even thou I may seem happy I really am not. I miss so many people right now , that you dont even know. KFC IS A RIP. I just had to say that bcuz I had KFC today and there food was NASTAAY. It's like EW. WARNING! Do not get a barbecue something or whatever at KFC. It's supaah dupaah nasty. Anyways , I really think you should check out NigaHiga & Happyslip & fafinettex3 & xteeener on youtube. Their great at making videos. Btw , fafinettex3 & xteeener are people for beauty and Nigahiga & Happyslip are funny comedians. OHMYGAASH. I love playing with my camera. It's like my drug (: Ahaha. But instead of my camera is my ipod (: I'm in love with them. Oooh and you should check out hoybestprend.blogspot.com. That's my twilight buddy Jamie Bautista (: Shes DOPE. Ohmygee. I miss reading the twilight series ! The movie was kinna weak cuz they deleted hella parts . But overall it was awesome ! I'm in love with Edward Cullen & Taylor Lautner. GOOSH. Their so seductive ! I seem to say "seductive" so much ! Somethings wrong with me ! Haha, anyways if you got any ideas for my blog feel free to give me some suggestions & you'll never know. I might use your ideas! (: I'm goonna go for now . Thanks for listening (:
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I Had A Good Day (:
Hey Peeeples. Unusually I had a good day ; But except for all those tests and some other things. Today I my day started hella bad. I started getting excrutiating cramps -_-. And I'm not even on my dot yet ! Urgh. Started right at the last few minutes of 1st period right when I was taking my History test. I knew from that point my day was going to turn out bad. But as the day progressed , being around my lovely gals made me feel GUHREEAT. Especially all the hugs and FOOD I had. For once I think all my friends got along with each other. NAW , im dreaming (= Ohyeah ! I had to perform my play at school in front of keeeds today ! Urgh , I think I did pretty good. I got some compliments and "good jobs" but ohwells. I tried. And thats all that matters to me.Anyways , this weekend I'm going to SanFran. My hometown . The place where I feel like I actually belong. But I just can't wait to go shopping like crazy ! FOREVER21(= And I need to get Bryana's marriage ring (= She means alot to me . I'm gonna miss her when she go to HS. I dunno what I'm gonna do without all my fwends ): But we still have a long way to go so I can't worry. Just gonna cherish every moment. Anywhoo. I gotta joke ! Haha, wanna hear it ? KAAYS.
What do you do when a girl is playing poker ? You POKE HER.
You get it ? Ahaha. I learned it in Science. WHOOPTYDOO. Im random today ! X) But who cares right ? No homework , so if you got any ideas for my blog , PLEASE contact me however you can. I'd love to use your ideas ! So dont be shy to tell me (; Mkaay gonaa go for noow yoo ! Thanks for listening (:
You get it ? Ahaha. I learned it in Science. WHOOPTYDOO. Im random today ! X) But who cares right ? No homework , so if you got any ideas for my blog , PLEASE contact me however you can. I'd love to use your ideas ! So dont be shy to tell me (; Mkaay gonaa go for noow yoo ! Thanks for listening (:
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
SkinDeep.
Mkay , so today was awfully great . Unbelievable right ? I think the play made me feel better about all this stress. Ohyeah, just to let you know I'm at a play at school (: Im Carolyn the overdramatic one . Like everyone knows me since my line " And he was awfully aggravating ! " Ahaha, you should hear me say it . Honestly I think I sound horrible ever since I got sick =/ Urgh. I don't sound like myself. Nevertheless I don't feel like myself. I dont know why but I can't seem to go sleep early. My schedule everyday is so hectic. Its like I can't escape it. It's awfully aggravating ! Hah, Im sucha dork right ? Gosh , sometimes I ask myself why I'm at this position in life ? Why me ? People just don't understand sometimes. I keep on reminiscing because I miss the past even though were in the future. I have so much homework and projects for me to do . Its taking over my soul. But I'm pretty determined I will never let anything slow me down. Not even my addiction to the internet ;D . I have to limit my time on here now my homeslices ! Anyways I certainly dislike people who think there the MF' SH!T when their not . GRAWR . Especially these 2 girls that supposedly likes my friend Chris cuz like this one day those 2 girls went up to me & my homeniggys asking for us to make a dumb paperplane for them ! I just wanted to yell at them and say : " GRUH, WHO THE FAACK THINK YOU ARE ? YOU KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS ARE RETARDED. GO MAKE YOUR OWN PAPERPLANE." They were getting on my last nerve so my schoool mommy Sheri like told her to go kick some rocks and then this one uglaay greeh has the balls to imitate her . OMGEEZY. And what I heard today she wants to fight my schoool mommy Sheri and denys it when people ask if she did say it. OOHPOO. I strongly dislike them, ohwell , I D G A F. If you know what that stands for. Anyways , Urgh im getting pimples =/ and that scar on my face made me lose all my confidence. I need to go see a dermatologist. & I plan on ranting on thaangs , give me some ideas ? Hit me up on myspace , aim , or text it. Mkay teenks por listening ! I'll be back soon (:
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
A New Beginning ! (:
Hey ! I'm Jenn and you have entered MY GREAT ESCAPE (: Dopetastic huh ? EW, why does everyone say that word ? Ohpooh. I got tuh stop saying that. Anyways I started this blog for one reason, I guess cuz I want to express my feelings to the whole world ; WAIT A MINUTE. I guess becuz I think writing in a stupid ol' diary is hella old school so why not share my opinions to you guys ? " Pssh ! Like anyone will read this crap. ! " Hahaha , anyways This first blog is just a so-called "intro" to my newbie self to blogs. You'll prolly see me post blogs like every day so DONT TRIP. So I hope you guys enjoy yourself reading my dumb blogs . Thanks for listening YO ! (:
