My Great Escape ;
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Friday, July 31, 2009
SCHOOOOLTIME!
Mark Nikollaj - She Got That mp3.
Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds.
To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt. - Madonna
                                                                 ONE WORD. TRUE.

Ohgoooosh , Its almost school time ! ORIENTATION! See ya guys there (: Anyways , I've got to say summer wasnt half that bad at all. I'm very much family oriented so I really dont mind going out much. But since I havent been on blogspot alot this summer , so I'll try going on more and updating those who enjoy my blogs. And you never know , I'll probably talk more deep often cos there is alot on my mind this summer. So expect me more when school starts. DEPENDS REALLY. Cos homework , new school year , hectic schedule. But really , my escape of alla this is blogspot. Its like my diary ykno ? Soo , I'll prolly give you everything that happens in my life , prolly MOST of my life . Meen , I miss the 8th graders who are new freshmans now ): Idk , but its different w/o them.. maybe its time to meet new people and start living my life to the fullest. This year , I'm really gona stay focused on my studies.. cos I thought about it , and really , school is like the #1 priority right now. W/o education my life is gna head downhill . I promised myself before , I'm never gna stop giving up and mess up my life . & Ima keep that promise forever. I'm different from everyone . Fact ; Everyone is.  I know I have potential and I've seen myself push boundaries to be successful in life. But you kno what ? Im gona push even MORE boundaries , cos living life , its a beautiful thing. I kno my limitations , but I act like there is NO limits. Like most people say, You could buy education but you cant buy CLASS. 
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Your Changing My Weather.
summer dock Pictures, Images and Photos
TAKE ME SOMEWHERE LIKE THIS.
Ugh , I feel like BLAH honestly. =/ Whatever , Imma live my life to the fullest. And thats all to it. I've been reading poems lately + tweeeting, Hah , Myspace suckss . Its a place for friends not meeting friends. hahah , ohwell . everybody does the opposite. Hmm , I'm tired of plaid and zebra and cheetah designs yaa feel me ? Lets try something extravagant and new ! Like offshoulders ? Hah , Ohgoosh , I wanna try so many hairstyles , but my hair needs a rest from heat -_____- & I'm thinking about gettting different colors in my hair . Any suggestions please ?

KERI HILSON - PROMISE IN THE DARK mp3 .
Thursday, July 23, 2009
TRUST.
I don't know how many times I'm gonna stress this . Please . GAIN MY TRUST & ONCE YOU HAVE PLEASE DON'T DO ANYTHING AND LOSE IT. Wtf men ? I'm trying my best to not get mad at people for breaking my whole 'trust' thing , but it hurts . And I wanna confront them , but its so hard that I hesitate not to. I dont like hurting anyones feelings for that matter too ! Well , I'll talk more about this later. I'm jst so pissed that I am totally speechless. 
Monday, July 20, 2009
InABlinkOfAnEye.
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."
- Mark Twain


Meeen , Looking back at all the people I've met so far, none of them really REALLY relate to me. Its true , everybody is different , but when it comes to love , every guy is the same. Their players, womanizers , & yet very flirtatious. Why do they have to give out wrong signals ?Maybe their too nice , or they jst don't wna hurt a girls feelings. Sometimes I wish a guy could see what its like to be in a girls perspective of life . For me girls , they have WAAAY harder than boys. They are the ones who USUALLY get hurt from everything. YES, I am one of those girls who wants to discover and experience what life really is . I'm down for a big adventure . Like people say sky is the limit. I think living w/ boundaries sucks juice. What makes you an interesting person is knowing that no matter how hard you try to strive for the things you want or want to happen , you never give up . I'm that person . I believe that if you give up , you are weak. But in some cases being weak is a good thing, cos it means that your strong enough to be vulnerable to the whole world. People have feelings , and I'm one of those people who really doesn't like to show it. Bcos I am more likely to hide my feelings, I try to act happy most of the time. I'm jst waiting for the time where my smile actually mean something to someone. Its amazing how wonderful it feels to make someone happy , but I'm the type of person who would risk anything to make people happy. For so long , I've been doing that , but it hurts me , it leaves big and thick scars on my soul. But people say the things that can kill you , really makes you stronger than you used to be. I dont usually type a long blog like this anymore but this is jst a way for me to pour out how I really feel jst about everything. Cos if I jst pour out my feelings in public I surely wouldnt get everything out of me . And I'll prolly jst look very dumb. So be freeminded , and Im saying this to anyone who reads my blogs. Dont be afraid to show your feelings like I do, Its a bad habit of mine. I cope w/ this habit most of the time , but I will guarantee you it will eat you up inside and sooner or later you'll be feeling the need to jst explode. I dont blame you if do thou.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Chillllen .
for everything you have missed , you have gained something else, and for everything you gain you lose something else .

                   do ya believe in that ?

Okay , So ... Im pretty much chillled out. I have like nothing to say on blogspot but ohwell right ? I'll jst keep ya updated to anyone who ever reads this pooooo. I made twitter ! (: Haha , Im already addicted to it ! Hahaha  , omgaash , I wna go shop online for yesstyle.com . Cuute asian clothes. Very affordable too . Maybe you should shop there ? Yeah okay , then jst type in yesstyle.com on your url thaang. oh & the link to my twitter is ,  http://twitter.com/whoaitsjenn  
Friday, July 10, 2009
Rocketship.
So many things left unsaid.It’s funny how fast time moves, Yesterday I loved you, today it’s as if you don’t even exist

Omgaaash. too many shxt going on. Ohwelll. I'm trying to keep my head up you know ? But its hard. Cos allla these obstacles jst come at you like : " KAAABAM" Literally tho. I'm really loving this quote; If someone talks behind your back , DONT TRIP . Your ahead of them . So damn right. I havent been out innah while. Prolly cos I'm always in the city maayn -________- . I love the city , but I miss those foo's at vallejo. It's not the same ... & I'm starting to realize who's being truuuuue & not . But HAHAHAHAH! I remember me & paulinegeluz's conversation on aim . "BOY SHOPPING?! FSHO ! JST HIT ME UP! " Hahahah! Awweeeh , I miss her mucho . One of my bestfriends who REALLY understands what I'm going thru.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
LostInTheStars.
I woke up w/o dreaming. I guess thats good right ? Kinna upset/sad that I didnt say " see you later " to my brother,his baaaby, and his wife. I'll see them in December thou. I wanna live my life as if theres nothing stopping me. But I realized you will always be stopped no matter how hard you try to prevent yourself too . I'm gna pick myself up and tell myself every single day ;

" Jenn , Remember , you have so many people loving you. You may not enjoy being down , but your not alone. Laugh , love , and be happy. The three things that will keep your head up. If thats not enough , never think about giving up . Bcuz its never too late to start a new beginning ."

I felt like putting quotes bcos thats the only thing that will actually help. 

LOVE, PASSION , FRIENDSHIP , & LIFE.

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

“In love, it is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder.”

Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.”

“To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act.”

“You see things; and you say, ‘Why?’ But I dream things that never were; and I say, “Why not?”
Sunday, July 5, 2009
My Own Worst Enemy.
She tells everybody that shes fine, That shes over him,
But late at night she sits up in bed and stares at her phone just waiting for his name to pop up on the screen, But it never does..

Okay so 4th of July was a "booohooo" so far . Goodness, so my family went to my cousins house , I got beer spilled on me . Had those lil' cousins halfway broke my ipod . Everybody that was drinking were wasted . I didnt even get to see fireworks. Had to go home early . Started my period . Got lost on the way home . Ended up falling asleep at 2 in the morning . Had a weird dream . & here I am typing my blog. So you pretty much know how my 4th of July went. Brokenhearted-____- . Idevenk anymore really . I feel like giving up on it anyway. No more reason for me to keep on trying .
Im tired of letting my guard down and letting myself get hurt. Anyways , summer is boring . Nothing exciting happened.
Im so indenial =/ .