My Great Escape ;
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Knocks You Down .
Friday Nights :
I got my fone ! Happy . Still not satisfied . If yah want my number , just contact me on myspace . And I MIGHT give it to you.I slept hella late . As usual .
Savannahs Birthday(:
- Happy 1ST Birthday Savannah Miki (: My first niece from my brother , Oooh , The cake was guhreat . I slept over .
Today :
Came back home , feeling hella emotional . I need to put myself together . Tired of feeling emotional. I need to go to Emotional Anonymous.
I got my fone ! Happy . Still not satisfied . If yah want my number , just contact me on myspace . And I MIGHT give it to you.I slept hella late . As usual .
Savannahs Birthday(:
- Happy 1ST Birthday Savannah Miki (: My first niece from my brother , Oooh , The cake was guhreat . I slept over .
Today :
Came back home , feeling hella emotional . I need to put myself together . Tired of feeling emotional. I need to go to Emotional Anonymous.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Sometimes I'm Gonna Have To Lose.
So I was listening to some Miley Cyrus to make me feel better (: PSSH. I dont give a fxck what you think about Miley Cyrus . Her lyrics for " The Climb " are HELLA DEEP my homeslice !
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying "You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
thats exactly the motivation I need in me (:
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying "You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
thats exactly the motivation I need in me (:
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Change Of Plans .
I could never regret loving you because even if you didn't love me anymore, I know that you once did and that is the most wonderful feeling because I never thought that I deserved your love.
My weekend is confusing . I dont even know whats in store for me next , but we'll see right ? I havent updated on this for the longest time , but I have a life I want to live yehknow ? I cant always be bloggin' yah feel me thou ? Anyways , I'm still trying to get over AHEM* We only talk once in awhile =/ Ahem* is pretty busy with his gf . Ohwell , *Sigh , School is almost over , I'm gonna miss everyone , I dont know what I would have done without them , they made my 6th grade year the best . I feel absolutely loved by them , I learned so much this year . I grew up . Alot. I'll post some recent pictures up that we took so far , OMG, I might get my fone this week or even TODAY! (= Super happy. I cant expect anything thou. Cuz once I get my hopes up and things dont live up to my expectations I WILL get disappointed . Maan , I'm starting to hate those underground clothing lines like UrbanOutfitters, Stussy , and The Hundreds . Well I guess bcuz everybody started wearing clothes from there . Whatev , I shouldnt even trip about those things . Its such nonsense.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
My Everything(:
Mkay , anyways , Im super happy , yet still have to have motivation , ugh , I fxcked up -__- . I need to get my grade up in P.E . Sucks right ? I'd rather do a mile every day just to get my grade up to an A in two weeks -__-. I learned my lesson . You fall , you have to get right back up . No one has the right to take away your happiness. Like what Bob Marley said , Dont let worriness , jealousy , hatred , ETC fxck up your vision bcuz everyone has to face reality right ? I'm not perfect. Im nowhere near perfection . Jesus Christ made me the way I am , and I should be glad that I have the chance to be on earth . But I feel so ashamed of myself -_- . Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough . Yet , Im stronger than that , and I know I'll eventually get through this tough time in my life right now .
Sunday, May 10, 2009
NeverBeReplaced.
Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when your riding through your tough times, dont complicate your mind. Flee from hate , mischief , and jealousy . Dont bury your thoughts , put your vision to reality .Wake up and LIVE .
Only you can truly understand how YOU feel .
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Bittersweet.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody is watching.
Omg , today I had like a major headache, one because I think I pushed myself too hard just to make the mile . You wanna know what I ended up with ? A HEADACHE. I thought I had the swine flu thou. Thank god . Anywho , I was a BIG bxtch like two days ago . And it was all because of my DOOT. I like literally put myself as the HBIC. I mean if you were talking to me that day you would of gotten hella mad at me . Whatevs , I make mistakes right ? I dont care about my past , Its just the fact if you learned or your still fxcked up about it . I want to meet someone like that . Someone who dont give a fxck about your past becuz HELLOOOOO , Were in the future ! OMG, You know what ? I hate seeing my homegrls hella sad over a GUY. Just to let you know , ITS NOT WORTH IT . You cant really tell if your in love or if hes " the one " . Learn from your elders whos ALREADY found the one they love . Were STILL YOUNG. Can you even define the definition of " love " or " falling in love " . Yeah , you do feel like he's the one or your crazy about him . All that will ever be is PUPPY LOVE . I repeat PUPPY LOVE . Crush lang right ? They should know who I'm talking about ! Like the quote ; " There's more fish in the sea " . SERIOUSLY. They are RIGHT. You find yourself thinking about that one special person , but grrrrl , I know its hard to get over your so called " first love " , I've been there . Done that. Its EXTREMELY difficult. But life goes on . You should know that . Its okay to be friends with them , but let me warn you , people fall in love with their bestfriends bcuz their around each other alot and they get to know each other alot more. But if that person breaks your heart , Its gonna hurt . Its okay to cry , cuz if you keep it all in you'll literally go insane deep inside . But you know that person wasnt good enough for you in the first place . Always know you deserve MORE than that .
Monday, May 4, 2009
You Cut Me Deep @#$^&*
I want to meet someone whos down for anything and willing to make risks in their life . I'm tired of meeting people who promise that they will NEVER hurt me but eventually they did. Dont promise something when you know you cant keep them.
Dang , On my to-do list I wrote down : " post 100 blogs by the end of this month " HAHA XD I dont even know if I could even reach to 50 X) But ohwell . I'll try my best , I do what I say , I aint afraid to take on a challenge . Thats exactly what life is , a challenge . Obstacles can't bring me down . It might make me cry but crying got me nowhere. Dangit ; my teachers are preparing us for 7th grade , I mean I admit , I whined about it , but at the end of the day I realized ; " Its school , whats the point if you dont do work ? " School = Oppurtunities in life , I need that . Meen . These FOOLS not gonna type names down but you know what YOU CUT ME DEEP. You FOOLS are selfish . What have I ever done to you ? I try my FULLEST just to make all of you happy but you know what I got ? NOTHING. All of you were just using me . You know what ? I'm not gonna wish you anything bad . Becuz I know better . I'm just gonna smile like nothing happened . You know why ? Bcuz God got more things in store for me in life , especially how young I am , I dont need to deal with this kind of stress. Karma is at work ; Once I'm gone from your lives , you'll be needing me . But I know for a fact I wont need you. Thanks for NOTHING.
Dang , On my to-do list I wrote down : " post 100 blogs by the end of this month " HAHA XD I dont even know if I could even reach to 50 X) But ohwell . I'll try my best , I do what I say , I aint afraid to take on a challenge . Thats exactly what life is , a challenge . Obstacles can't bring me down . It might make me cry but crying got me nowhere. Dangit ; my teachers are preparing us for 7th grade , I mean I admit , I whined about it , but at the end of the day I realized ; " Its school , whats the point if you dont do work ? " School = Oppurtunities in life , I need that . Meen . These FOOLS not gonna type names down but you know what YOU CUT ME DEEP. You FOOLS are selfish . What have I ever done to you ? I try my FULLEST just to make all of you happy but you know what I got ? NOTHING. All of you were just using me . You know what ? I'm not gonna wish you anything bad . Becuz I know better . I'm just gonna smile like nothing happened . You know why ? Bcuz God got more things in store for me in life , especially how young I am , I dont need to deal with this kind of stress. Karma is at work ; Once I'm gone from your lives , you'll be needing me . But I know for a fact I wont need you. Thanks for NOTHING.
