My Great Escape ;
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Good And Bad .
My life is somewhat good , but at the same time bad. One good thing that happened to me was 10.25.2009 1:15 a.m (: I love you (: And the bad thing is, I've been REALLLLLLY stressed out lately. and basically its mostly cos of school cos of so many assignments you know ? well anyways, I guess Im " kina " satisfied with my life , I'm pretty much taking things as my life goes. so much update tho. yaaay ! Im gna spend my thanksgiving vacation in SFBAYAREA! (: faasho yo. I love that place. I'm so UNstressed when I'm there . and Ima go to the movies this weekend to see that special person of mine (: super ubberly happpy ! :DDDD CANT WAIT! (: ima see hella people tho. hope I dont see "certain people" tho. ohgaaash, I jst remembered I have to go to a wedding on sunday! one thing on my mind; WHAT AM I GONA WEAR?!?!? hahah ,. ooh jennn needs a new dresss (: gotta ask my daddyo tho. DAAAYUM! I jst realized I havent been on blogspot for like the longest of time! meeen , my next goal is to go on blogspot daily to "vent" out my feelings to yalll people. and maybe be my random self on here :P well ima be ghost now ! PEAAACE.
xoxo , JENNCARTAGENA.
Friday, October 2, 2009
ThoughtsPoppingUp.
I told him, i can never blush no matter how happy I am. And he told me, blushing doesn't only mean your face gets all red, blushing means you're smiling non-stop & happy. Then i replied, aye.. i think i'm blushing then =)
Soo today is fridaay , and Im hella MF' tired . As usual I guesss ? Im feeling hungraay =/ Im always hungry lately too ! MEEEN, Im like eating every 2 hours now! Is that normal ? And Im starting to get hellla dark circles around my eye. Ohwells , Im looking for something that will clear up my pimples ! alla that I've been using is my cetaphil and my st. ives scrub!
^^^ Fck , I dont even remember typing this shxt down but whatever right ?
its October 17 9:23 P.M
Im soo confused. I think ima give up on guys. Like foreals tho. they give me more effing stress than I need. and I hate being a heartbreaker. Im still hella young and I dont kno why the fck im thinking about love this early. Im guessing its hormones but whatevs. I feel so bipolar. Im still looking for my happiness. And Idk , I feel so out of it sometimes. *SIGH. Im soo depressed alla the time. things have been happening lately , and they havent gotten better. Life hasnt gotten better. Im waiting for it to. But I obviously dont know when... I hope its soon , cos Im tired of feeling like this alla the time. Sad to say , I've been crying excessively =/ Sowaay world . Im not soo good at the moment .I wna feel better . But I have no clue how Im gna do that . Everything feels like a challenge I can never overcome. Im so disappointed in myself . I lost some of my motivation . bcos of _ _ _ _ . blaaaah . and sorry about the short blog "/ I get blank at times. But I promise I'll type up more sometime when Im not busy .
XOXO . JennCartagena.
Soo today is fridaay , and Im hella MF' tired . As usual I guesss ? Im feeling hungraay =/ Im always hungry lately too ! MEEEN, Im like eating every 2 hours now! Is that normal ? And Im starting to get hellla dark circles around my eye. Ohwells , Im looking for something that will clear up my pimples ! alla that I've been using is my cetaphil and my st. ives scrub!
^^^ Fck , I dont even remember typing this shxt down but whatever right ?
its October 17 9:23 P.M
Im soo confused. I think ima give up on guys. Like foreals tho. they give me more effing stress than I need. and I hate being a heartbreaker. Im still hella young and I dont kno why the fck im thinking about love this early. Im guessing its hormones but whatevs. I feel so bipolar. Im still looking for my happiness. And Idk , I feel so out of it sometimes. *SIGH. Im soo depressed alla the time. things have been happening lately , and they havent gotten better. Life hasnt gotten better. Im waiting for it to. But I obviously dont know when... I hope its soon , cos Im tired of feeling like this alla the time. Sad to say , I've been crying excessively =/ Sowaay world . Im not soo good at the moment .I wna feel better . But I have no clue how Im gna do that . Everything feels like a challenge I can never overcome. Im so disappointed in myself . I lost some of my motivation . bcos of _ _ _ _ . blaaaah . and sorry about the short blog "/ I get blank at times. But I promise I'll type up more sometime when Im not busy .
XOXO . JennCartagena.
